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Tuesday, April 21, 2009
如果不是因为太过在乎, 就不会害得自己那么辛苦。 如果不是因为常常隐藏真正的自己, 就不会害得自己那么悲哀。 要不是为了不让任何人看到自己弱的一面, 就不会一直假装自己很坚强,很开心。 慢慢地,我发觉自己真的累了。 每天早上,害怕睁开眼睛, 对上学产生了一种恐惧。 每天晚上,讨厌回到那空空荡荡的家, 累了、却还需要被错怪。 - - - Mr Tan has gave up on class 3D i supposed, After teaching what he has prepared for today's lesson, he asked: any questions? No? And he just walked out of the class even though lessons have not end. We dont even need to greet him. :/ Was very tired past few days, as i had insufficient sleep due to homeworks. Today, had headache again. Felt so seh, almost like fainting. I'm too tired to care about anything already. Gonna go update private blog, and start homeworking. Bye. Tired of hiding my true self, I swear i'm really very tired already. I seriously need a break, Before i cant take it, and break down. I dont want to fail for any subjects, I dont want to be looked down. Mum, if you dont understand me, Stop judging me and treating me like your puppet. Dont push those blames on me, when its not my fault. I have my limits too. I really wanna go relieve stress, I want to go take a walk, who's free? :/ Everything just came crashing down together on me, at the same time. I feel like crying out loud, like nobody's business. Sighs, when can i get over this period? Its killing me, everyday. |
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