Tuesday, April 28, 2009


我真的好累.
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Had chinese oral today,
I think i didnt screw it up, but i crapped alot.
After oral, was happily walking out of indoor sports hall.
Then i came to know, my grandmother passed away.
Mum messaged me, O:
Sigh, you're the third person who left me this year already.
But, its better for you i guess.
You've been suffering for quite a period of time already.
Sorry that i couldnt attend your funeral,
I wasnt allowed to.
I really wished to go, cause its the last time that i'll see you.
Tell me why.
Sorry, Sorry, Sorry for all the wrong things i've done.
Sorry for always making you angry when i was younger, fooling around.
Sorry for always being so naughty and causing trouble for you.
Two years back, you're down on bed, not being able to walk or whatever anymore.
You cant even recognise who am i.
Yet now, when i was hoping that you'll call my name again,
Yet now, when i was hoping that you'll nag at me to get me to eat my breakfast when i go back for holidays,
Yet now, when i was hoping that you'll just take the cane and chase me and the other cousins around and hitting us for being naughty,
Yet now, when i was hoping to call you again,
Yet now, when i was hoping to see you again,
You're no longer around anymore.
I havent been able to attend the three funerals, :/
I really want to just take a last glance at you all, before bading goodbye.
I havent seen cousin for two years, and he just left.
I havent seen uncle for one year, and he just left.
I havent seen grandmother for one year plus, and you just left today.
Why must i have my exams on thursday,
Why must the cremation be on thursday, :/
Tell me why all these are happening,
everything's not at the right timing at all.
I've no mood to study today, hais.
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Exams coming,
I'm feeling very stress.
I dont want to fail, I must get above all my expectation.
Haiiiiiii , but i feel so tired, tired of everything.
Next to private blog, O:
I dont feel like blogging anymore for the day.
Haiiiiii ,

Priya, rest well.
Faster recover from DF.
Lovexzxzxz,





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