Saturday, October 11, 2008
 JoeyChua is U-P-S-E-T {!} O: Sighs, its been the 120 days without you. i seriously missed you terribly. i cant stop thinking of you. my tears cant stop flowing. my heart cant stop bleeding. i hate myself, for breaking promises. and i know its to late to regret. Sighs, its always after i lost you, then i learnt my lesson. Another without you with me, is like a blade that cuts right through me. Afterall, you are still the one. i just needed a second chance :/ Sighs, I swear i'll never hurt you again. I swear i'll always be there for you. I swear i'll always love and care for you. I swear you can never be replaced. Sighs, we're just like strangers now. I missed the past, when you used to talk to me on court. when you used to disturb me while playing matches, when you used to ride me to court, when you used to lie on my lap after playing, when you used to be mine. when we used to be in love. Sighs, i know no matter how hard i try, i cant get you back. i know no matter how much i miss you, you wont miss me back. i know no matter how much i regret, i can never mend those scars. i know no matter what i do, you wouldnt bother. Sighs, if only you knew how much i need you. if only you knew how much i miss you. if only you knew how much i want you, if only i hadnt break my promise, if only there's a second chance, if only i cherished you when you're mine, if only i can turn back time, if only i had one wish, if only... Sighs, life without you is so miserable. i miss your hugs. i miss your kisses. i miss you calling me honey. i miss you chatting on phone with me. i miss going out with you. i miss holding yours hands. i miss the places where you used to bring me. i miss the movies we've watched together. i miss the things you gave me. i miss your pampers. i miss your concerns. i miss your smile. i miss your smell. i miss your touch. i miss you. i'm so crazy in love with you. Sighs, you used to be there for me. i used to be the happiest girl on earth. i used to be the most blessed girl ever. i used to be the one you loved. Now, you aint there for me. i'm no longer the happiest girl on earth. i'm no longer the most blessed girl ever. i'm no longer the one you love. In my eyes, you are the only one that i see. In my heart, you are the only one that i love & miss. In my arms, you are the only one that i want to hug. On my lips, you are the only one that i want to kiss. Within my fingers, you are the only one that i want to hold on to. In my brains, you are the only one that fills my mind. you are the only one that i'm thinking every moment. Regrets, so what. Sighs, 121 days. D: You look so beautiful today When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away So i try to find the words that i could say I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away And I cant lie Every time I leave my heart turns gray And I want to come back home to see your face And I Cause I just cant take it Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But I can wait I can wait forever When you call my heart stops beating When you're gone it wont stop bleeding But I can wait I can wait forever You look so beautiful today It's like every time I turn around I see your face The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay And I cant lie Every time I leave my heart turns gray And I want to come back home to see your face And I Cause I just cant take it Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But I can wait I can wait forever When you call my heart stops beating When you're gone it wont stop bleeding But I can wait I can wait forever I know it feels like forever I guess that's just the price I gotta pay But when I come back home to feel your touch Makes it better Till that day Theres nothing else that I can do And I just cant take it I just cant take it Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But i can wait I can wait forever (I can wait forever) When you call my heart stops beating When you're gone it wont stop bleeding But I can wait I can wait forever I can wait forever I can wait forever... have been bballing always recently O: all my results BUANG already :/ maths FAIL , science FAIL , literature 37/50 , art 66/100 . Blahs. after school went vivo meet cheeleong & celeste for lunch. after that , went purmei bballed. celeste & cheeleong went at about 5+ / 6 ? hmmms. bballed till 7+, went bubbleteashop find 泡泡王子 :'D slack till 8, took cab home . gary got free ride aye. LOL. went flowershop look for mum. dinnered there, homed & blogging. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIJUN :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIONE :D |
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